My vengeance had been for many reasons and none of it revolved around their making our relationship.

My vengeance had been for many reasons and none of it revolved around their making our relationship.

Nikki

To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, when i sit right here in sleep alone writing this it will help to a qualification reading your articles. For me personally it is still raw…….it’s 5am into the early early morning and sleep that is proper evading me personally nevertheless. I need to somehow find a way to get into work today cope with it despite the fact that my mind is processing a variety of confusing thoughts….from him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact I’m ashamed of what I’ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated on……..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good people……..so I feel it’s to much to overload her with…..basically I’m feeling alone in this even though I know I’m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. Read More